Thank you 25yearsmlc , that letter did touch home and one I will need to read a few times ... this thick skull of mine, hard to unlearn all the bad traits that have piled up over the years.
I do and have taken responsibility for my part in this .. even told her as much last night ... interesting part of that conversation .. and a topic she has brought up a few times as of late. I think she has noticed mt 180's ... she stated last night as she was starting to get upset that now I have fixed some of the issues that someone else gets to reap those benefits that I learned at her expense .... I used to firs back "That could be you" but I have long since stopped saying that and just let it go. I read somewhere here the WAW doesn't really want me but hates the idea of be being with someone else ... I did assure her there was no one as I am concentrating on me and still have alot of work to do but I am happy with my progress so far.
