advice needed - please help

[stacey9]

Thank you Rick. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. I truly am finding lots of inspiration reading through the posts here, and also with all the kind words I have received.

When H was round yesterday, I so wanted him to notice how nice I looked and comment on it or even see the smallest of signs that he still has feelings for me. But of course I am just clutching at straws. He has totally moved on.

Its just so frightening thinking of the future. H did everything - he dealt with all the finances, repaired stuff, DIY etc etc. I will just need to man up and learn to deal with things myself!

Thanks again x