Found out last night that my D14 is going to be spending the next 4 days with my MIL getting things ready for their yard sale and then Saturday and Sunday having it. I have mixed feelings about this as I like that she is doing this, earning money and keeping busy. What I don't like is the fact that she goes back to her mom's on Sunday and that means 11 days without her. Just me and the dog, once again. Well, this kind of thing is going to happen now that her mom left. One of the reasons I hated the thought of D all my life. The not being there for my D's when they need me or just to be there is something I will have to get used to.
I haven't heard a peep from W since the big blow up Sunday. I really hate that I let her get to me. Not to mention that now it looks like things will be getting less amicable going forward. I should have known that as soon as I disagreed with any part of what she wanted she would act out. I actually think she really believes what she said, that she really thinks she has been "more than fair" because she isn't taking EVERY piece of furniture we owned. In her MLC mind she thinks that she "deserves" to have anything she wants. She even said about the stuff we bought at the estate sale that me getting half may be "right" but that "there is right and there is morally right" and some how me taking any of it isn't "moral". I just need to detach totally and wait to see what happens.
I'm feeling a bit better now. I really need to get more sleep and get out and start doing more stuff for me. I wonder if my W is planning on being at MIL's this weekend for the sale. I had planned on coming over and helping and I don't think I shouldn't go just because my W is going to be there as well. I guess I'll play it by ear. I need to stop procrastinating and get to work on things I need to get done. Time to start getting back out and about and socializing again!!
