Having abetter day today only because W was so nice last night . Just like her old self . Om not sure why but i guess it doesnt matter . Believe none of what she says and half of what she does Right ?? I felt so good . Anyway that had a direct influence on my demeanor today . Kids are going away friday night for the night which leaves us alone . I dont know what to do . She doesnt want to be alone with me so it seems . So I think i have to make a plan to go away for the night myself . The only thing is , I know where she will be . With OM . I want to ask her what she wants to do . If she says be with him it will kill me . Im in a pinch and I dont know how to handle this


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )