And Yes, I think that is a typical and common feeling to have after you have an accident. Years ago when I rolled my SUV, I felt foolish and stupid and it was a major blow to my self-esteem. I didn't even want to drive after that. It takes time. Everyone makes mistakes. That's why there are erasers on pencils. : )
You have been through a lot. Go a bit easy on yourself.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"