NLW, Accidents happen when we least expect them. Generally, when we are at fault for such things, we do feel embarrassed by it because most of the time, they were preventable...but again it was an accident and it wasn't something you deliberately did on purpose. You are only human and it does happen to many of us during our lifetime and that's why you have car insurance to take care of such things.
As for the comment your S15 made, I wouldn't put much stock into it because he's not driving yet and one day he'll behind the wheel and better understand how accidents can occur to anyone, even the best of drivers have them.
I'm thankful for you that no one was injured and you are okay.
It's just another straw that adds to the pack on the camel's back after what you've been going through w/your xh. The stress does catch up w/us when we least expect it...but don't be too hard on yourself...it was an accident and nothing more.
No, you aren't losing it, you are just shocked about it and once the shock wears off, you'll be okay. Again, this happens to the best of us no matter what our driving skills are.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
