So major backslide tonight, i had to pick up our dogs ashes for the vet, so I was overly emotional, I've had 4 people ring up for appts today, that didn't want to book for another day and wouldn't leave their names (this is very very odd) and as I was telling h this when he ddropped off s7 after karate, I decide to rehash the fact that his ow had rung up to use eexpired vouchers, and that I didn't like game pplayers . stupid stupid move on my behalf. and to top it off I knew he was going to see her, and instead of leaving it light and breezy, I was bloody crying over the dog, when will I get it? When will I learn, Faaarrr out!!!