Thank you everyone for your support. I feel like h is spiraling afajn. He had leveled out for a while. We wer e able to exist and he rarely said anything to me.

But for a few weeks now he has been teaching out in anger and hatred again. In addition to that he s on a self destruct mode. Tonight he passed out/fell asleep while cooking something and kept sleeping through smoke detectors and house filling with smoke. This is the same thing that happened a few weekends ago when step kids were over as well as 2 x before.

Tonight he aploogized. When I said I did not feel safe with s alone with him he did not respond. He took off on foot hours ago.

How much farther down can he go.? This is one of the reasons I not pushing him to leave. I don't want s alone with him and I don't want to have to wait for something bad to happen to prove I was right. I can't afford to get back with attny right now but I will be doing a lot of research tomorrow.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15