And I just realised that this means that I now have less than a week from when he gets back to our next counseling session, when we will inevitable talk about H.'s decision. So it feels like I now have less time to show him important changes. Awesome. Just awesome.

If nothing else, I'm glad I validated his decision to stay by saying that it sounded fun to see family and that it didn't sound like he'd seen much of them together yet. I didn't get in much else and I hope that didn't come across as me being upset. I just didn't know what else to say to all his long explanations of how he hasn't seen much family.

Looks like tonight is going to be a sleeping pill night.

Last edited by Meghan; 07/31/14 04:59 AM.

M - 34
H - 36
Together 10 years
Married 4 years
BD - March, 2014