He staying there for some reason other than he's telling me. His long explanations - which are unusual - leave me feeling suspicious, but I have no idea for what.
Is he feeling guilty for knowing he'll upset me? For trying to get away from me? For seeing his online friend? For making plans to not come back? For setting up a job interview for the job that he mentioned that might not be remote?
I have no idea. I can't possibly know, and I can't mind read, much as I'd like to. But in either case, I feel like I'm being lied to or, at the very least, like he's been withholding information from me.
For me, I think the worst is a tie between the online friend (betrayal) or the job interview (making plans to leave). And, in either case, feeling like he's withholding information is awful beyond belief.
M - 34 H - 36 Together 10 years Married 4 years BD - March, 2014
