See what you're going through right now is "analysis paralysis". It's where you play all of these scenarios in your head based on how you THINK she will react. This in turn makes you too afraid to do anything or you start second guessing things.
Just do what you feel like doing as if she were a good friend. If a friend were to talk to you about there problems, I'm sure you would validate them and be friendly. You can slowly start reestablish your communication with her and go from there. Keep things light and not too heavy.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
