He has been cold and distant for some time and now I see a softening ... I think.
I have major trust issues, not with OW, but with my place in the business. I'm kind of irreplaceable at the moment. If I threw in the towel and walked away from all of it, he'd be in dire straits. That's what the argument was about. H wanted to do something that I wasn't completely trusting of.
The question I deal with is whether or not this is an act to keep me pacified or a genuine desire to try to deal with our R issues. He seems to bounce all over the place. He seemed sincere when he left and I haven't gotten a "love you" in a long, long time.
It's hard to DB when you aren't sure whether or not your being played. I want to believe that I'm not, but I can't quite get there.
So, what do I do?
Me: 59 and holding H: :53 Me: 1 S, 1 D, both grown M: 19 T: 23 BD: 9-23-2013
