First post, DENIAL was my HAPPY PLACE!!

[Shining]

Thank you, job. Are there any specific posters in archives that you might recommend? I have poked around there, but only a little bit so far. It is some great stuff.

H before MLC was loving, kind, funny, affectionate, responsible, brilliant, talented, respectful, appropriate, considerate, appreciative, sensitive, caring, hard-working, role-model of a man. Not perfect, of course. He had his negative moments as we all do, of being impatient, insecure, and critical.

But then he became so self-loathing and depressed.

I'm scared of what that mirror might look like.

When you say, "your h will become..." Does that mean he's still "becoming"?
(I think the real question I'm probably asking is the rhetorical how-much-worse-can-he-get)

Do personality/extreme behaviors continue to worsen only while in replay?

I'm guessing, like most things, it's different for everyone. Mine seems pretty severe (at least to me). I would like to read some more severe MLC threads, knowing mine will not be exactly like others, but there are probably many things that relate.