Having a rough day today. Very sad, just a few months ago we were texting back and fourth to each other how things were going well. Now a 22 year relationship is over and in days (or perhaps prior) she already has a new relationship. That's a tough one to accept, esp regardless of the issues mentioned we'd always been very close.
Struggling with scale and scope of it all. I realise I need to GAL and improve me, but wow the feeling of loss is so strong and overwhelming.
I still want to fight for it, but hard to escape the all is hopeless thoughts. Thanks for reading and just having the forum to express.
Me: 40 W: 40 22 Years together, 14 Married D8 + D7 Aug 2012 - Separated Sep / Oct - Back Together May 2014 - WAW / Divorce Bomb / Separation Jun/Jul - Suspected Other man / Confirmed Now - WAW moving out