Sounds like you are having another rough spell. But I noticed you are pulling yourself out of it really well. From the outside looking in, it seems like H is trying to see how strong you will be. Bite the bullet girl! Don't let him bait you! When he said he wasn't too tired for whatever you should've nipped your negative thinking in the bud and took what you wanted!!! I KNOW how it feels to WANT your H to verbally let you know he wants you. But Karen, it ain't gonna happen...at least not yet! Give him a reason to tell you! Sugar gets more flies than vinegar. If he suspects you are gonna cry and make a scene over it, he will just dig his heels in moreso. Think STRONG !!!
We all have to learn to change our whole way of thinking and acting. And sometimes we feel like we deserve more than we are getting...and rightly so. But instead of reacting we need to ACT ! If something isn't working with the WA, change the equation! Get yourself to a place of strength and STAY THERE . Work on you and the work on the M will come easier.
God bless ya my friend. BTW my I.D. is DebiO16, but it will also work as Debio16. I use yahoo, if I haven't mentioned it before. Anytime you want a shoulder, give me a shout. Take care! Debi
