It's really awful when both (or all) options seem like they could be unpleasant. I need to stop thinking about all the possible permutations. For now, my focus is just on keeping busy and keeping myself in a good head space in the hope that it will carry through tomorrow as well.
Exactly! And Maybelle is right on (again). One foot in front of the other.
I found a card today that said, "Life can only be understood backwards but must be lived forwards." It reminded me that I really should be keeping a journal of what works and what doesn't vs. just all of these feelings.
