Jeez.. I REALLY need to stay off Facebook. I look at photos of her about 25% of the time and it just tears my heart out -- all the ways I hurt that loving and lovable woman.

Will I ever forgive myself and move on?

Me: 39 - W: 35
Together: 2 years, no kids
My Affair: 1.5 years
Affair ended: 4/9/14
Affair revealed: 5/19/14
Last Contact: 8/2/14