I have to remember that H is a different person too. His journey has changed him in ways I have yet to encounter.
I need to not push him. I need to have faith.
Keep my big girl pants on as is said.

I am wishing that he would come to this wedding with me. I know it's nothing in the greater scheme of things. I was just hoping. It's ok. Will have fun with my friends in celebrating their daughters marriage.

Let it go. Be mindful. And live in the moment.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home