Hi, It's me again!
I am doing pretty well if I don't say so myself!
Monday night had dinner w/mom & h. Had a nice time. I was exhausted and feel asleep quickly. Yesterday h sent me an email at work:
hey baby !!
how's your day going ?? I'm lazy again !! gonna get going soon though. think i'm gonna go out tonight, if you have no objections.
ttyl
me
so I said something about work being trying and that it is fine if he goes out! signed loveeoo. He called me then a little after 5 as I was leaving work, we chit chatted, I got home, got ready for vball. He got ready to go out. A lot of times I like to vanish before I see him get spiffy to go out w/friend, but this time I didn't. He finished getting ready, we both left at the same time. I bit and my tongue (to bi!ch) and said, c ya' later handsome and he said bye baby! nice! I went out after vball with a few friends.

H came home shortly after 1. (hmm...this is getting earlier...)then he read, came to bed, I asked him to snuggle which he willingly did. I am going to the rock-climbing gym tonight w/some people from the bike club. Asked h if he is coming, (he quit climbing due to carpal tunnel/nerve damage in arms/and hurting his knee at the climbing gym )but he said he didn't know what for. I said he could belay me while the others take the class. I don't expect him to go which is OK with me. 'cuz I'm doin' my own thang!

Haven't made plans for the weekend.

We may be getting our fireplace fixed this week! I called another guy for an estimate, he was less than half of another guy we talked to and h said, "did you tell him to DO it??" I said, I would confer w/h first, and decided to go ahead just have to see when guy is available.

Yay!

Continual goals: to keep my mouth in check, bite my tongue, quit bi!ching, accept h for who he is, and appreciate him. And to feel good about myself, do things that help me feel more independent.
Karen