Thank you Sage! (And Cal is like what 25 or 26 years old?? Very wise for her age!)

I have also thought about going back through my threads (thank goodness they are not nearly as long as yours!) and taking down some notes. ie things to do, goals, what works, etc.

I feel the same way-that I continue to have the same fears and anxieties which cause me to act out. (foolishly, no less)

This weekend was good. I went out w/some friends on Sat.-I was ensuring that I got home after h (3:10am!!), however, he didn't even go out! He went to the audition and came home and said that he didn't feel like going out. He's doing a 180 on ME! ha ha...

Sun. morn, we ML like usual (always on sundays!), and played around. Sometimes I tell him to push me out of bed when I can't get up, so he was, and I was resisting, then I was on the floor and just curled up with a blanket that was next to the bed. We laffed...I cooked bfast, then his friends came over, I went to my mom's to see my nephews, and then went to church. Called h on way home and we went out to eat. (HIS initiation and he suggested two whole restaurants!!) We had good convo. and he told me about his audition and asked for my opinion!

We also talked about "the Passion of the Christ." He wants to see it for the "historical" value and is irked that Christians are implying that they want to save some people by encouraging them to see the movie. He is only putting stock in it for it's Hollywood appeal and not really for the religious aspect. ??? I wish he was a believer...but I know making a stink of it will NOT accomplish anything. So, I did share my opinion that it is depicting the suffering and sacrifice that Jesus and God made for us.

karen