And yes im going to make a plan . I need it a good doable plan that i can stick to . But one of these women in particular has me wound up tight . very sexy .How can i stay away from it . I need to . If i slept with her i would feel like I had the right to but if W found out it maybe all she needs to say see ya later , have a nice life . Crazy thing is , the way we are living now is no life . I want the life I had a year ago or less . Last November i was happy . Hell i was even happy in march when the affair had been going on for 3 months behind my back


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )