Thanks for the feedback zew. I guess at this point, I'm still confused. If you were to tell me that my wife will absolutely come back to me tomorrow, I'd jump on that ship in a heartbeat.
But I know that I need to move on because the likelihood of that happening are very slim. My mind thinks that the comfort of another woman will make me feel better.
Another part of me thinks I'm trying to move things too fast. I'm so anxious to see what happens in the next chapter of the book, I lose focus of the chapter I'm currently in. (if that makes any sense)
M: 15 years BD: 6/25/14 EA/PA: starts 5/14/14 11/30/14 - A ends 5/15/15 - D is finalized. 11/28/15 - Start of new LTR with a wonderful woman (and still going strong)!