1 step forward 1000 steps back - part 4

[dawgy]

Mdu , I totally understand your fear and anxiety . Ive been trying to find ways of coping with the same sitch but not as far along as you . It is incredibly difficult and it does seem hard to find someone to lean on but you have the right idea , you have to get up and face the day no matter how daunting it seems . it helps sometimes to look at it as a fight , if you lay in bed a cry and give up then you lose . If you get up and carry on with life and even prosper then you win and he loses