Great to hear from you. Tori it's been so long! I hope you are well. Can you message me the name of your book? I really want to read it.
Not much to report except utter confusion.
H wavers between being nice and even attentive to acting with disdain and annoyance towards me. He is quick with anger and within the same day can go from kindness to dismissivness.
What is this?
I KnOW he is confused. He says confusing things. He said he didn't even remember telling me the affair was over....? ( it is). We have had a few conversations and they seem to be constructive. He still is thinking he said about how he envisions moving back home ... I don't even know what that means.
He also holds back so much from me. His wall goes up and done. Sometimes he talks and sometimes he says ' I don't want to tell you how I feel or what I think'. Sometimes there is still some smugness. He was more engaged with me two weeks ago than last week.
We have a big wedding coming up in two days that we have known about for awhile and he is wavering about coming with me or not. I think this is making him distance himself from me because he knows I want him to come with me ( he said that) and he also said he is not 'there' yet.
Maybe that is the root of this recent turbulence....I know he is already confused and full of emotion.
Oh sheesh. Is this the part where I am told that patience is needed? Or am I the one going insane?
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
