I've got the angry's today, I'm angry I'm in this position, I'm angry h runs hoy and cold, I'm angry ow is in the picture, I'm angry h is off to see the wrestling next week with ow ( I assume) I would love to go, I'm angry I have the boys for an extra night so he can go to his old football club and feasibly take her, I was never included when we wwere together. I am trying to calm down, bit everything just seems too much today. family night tonight and I don't want to be in this mind frame when h turns up or I'll just explode and say or do something regrettable...
