I understand the bad days. Maybe you should try and get out more with people your own age? Meet some new people, try some activities out of your comfort zone. I went on a solo vacation, it scared the crap out of me but I proved to myself that I could be alone. For me just being alone is the hardest part (being with the kids doesn't count)
Me: 35 husband:39 Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage Twins 5 (boy/girl) Daughter 3 Affair bomb 2/27/14 He moved in with ow 3/13/14 OW kicked him out 6/15/14 4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction
