Why, yes, Miss Patti LaBelle, I DO have a “New Attitude”!
Runnin' hot, runnin' cold I was runnin' into overload, it was extreme I took it so high, so low So low, there was nowhere to go like a bad dream
Somehow the wires uncrossed, my tables were turned Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feelin' good from my head to my shoes (and oh, I love shoes….) Know where I'm goin' and I know what to do (maybe not yet, but I know people who know!) I tidied it up my point of view I got a new attitude!
I'm in control, my worries are few (and by control, I mean of myself, and myself only) 'Cause I've got love like I never knew (I know I’m enough with God’s love, a man’s love is just a bonus) Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo I got a new attitude!
I'm wearing a new dress, new hair Brand new ideas, as a matter of fact I've changed for good It must have been the cool night, new moon, slight change More than to figure oh but I feel like I should, yes
I dug that one out of the acid-washed archives of the 80's. You're welcome.
Since joining the forum, and hearing from such wonderful people, I woke up today with the most PMA I have had in a long time. The support here is incredible. You all remind me how much there is to be grateful for, and how much good there is in this life.
I feel like this board is some kind of secret underground world, a symposium of guardian angels, guiding us from our deep despair.
Or, the “Love Experts” from “Frozen.”
Armed with my silly imagination, and a quirky mind that is wired for connecting dots (and too much people pleasing, but I'm working on that), I'm ready to face this new day! I do find that I can lose people in the obscurity of my thoughts at times… My apologies in advance.
A few of my goals this week (starting Monday, ending Sunday):
Do not initiate contact with H (zero yesterday, H already texted and emailed me twice today and I haven't responded. Been busy!) Do not bring up H to kids Schedule consult with L Do one nice thing for myself everyday Practice driving with S15 for a total of 4 hours by Sunday Organize file-pile at home Go to sleep no later than midnight on work nights
Some other stuff I had on my list is now so automatic, I no longer need to list it! (Pats self on back)
Whoop, whoop!! Have a great morning!
M44, H44, both M before M4 yrs, T6 BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me H att suicide 2/14 S 4/14 OW disc 5/14 D final 4/15
