I'll talk to H a little more about it, too. I guess another issue is that I feel every time I talk to him about it (and we have opened up our lines of communication quite a bit, though it still takes me asking questions to get him to talk sometimes), I feel this particular subject is so intertwined with our past (I'm making this decision based on his history) that maybe he feels like I'm constantly reminding him of our past.
Put all of it on the table. Be true and authentic to yourself when discussing this topic...especially your inner peacefulness being a SAHM. It is very important to stay true to yourself. Maybe you don't need to go to a law school. There might be other ways to balance yourself by engaging in volunteer work that fills up your soul.
I have family members who volunteer at the food bank, pet charities, and the like that fulfills their sense of service to others.
