I think we all live with waiting for the next bomb to drop. I know that if you dwell on this it will get you down in a deep hole. The solution for me is to take on a bit of the MLCer mind set. What I am doing is living life for the moment for me and for my daughters. If I get the urge to go to the beach, I just do it. If the girls want to do something, I just do it. I don't worry about what wife thinks or says. I am trying to live life to the fullest everyday.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"