I had an affair... and I want my Fiancee back

[DBinSF]

And I know my message above about getting angry that she won't work this out with me with spark some strong responses that I "Still don't get it." I would say it's accurate that I still don't get it. And I'm aware that my emotions are a roller coaster from petulant and selfish to remorseful and compassionate.

I'm sure I will stay on the roller coaster for a while longer...