Positive ways to use or release my body energy?

I currently lead bootcamps for free for anyone who wants them. I sometimes dance and sing, but haven't done much since we split. I can barely get my self out of bed in the morning, let along go dancing. Also, I don't think I can touch a woman like that right now. I'm completely asexual.

How else would you recommending I use/harness that energy?


Me: 39 - W: 35
Together: 2 years, no kids
My Affair: 1.5 years
Affair ended: 4/9/14
Affair revealed: 5/19/14
Last Contact: 8/2/14