Just journaling my feelings.... Having such a hard time pulling away. As soon as H walked in from work yesterday he picked Lilly up, about half way through dinner I made the comment that he totally screws me by holding her all night (she sleeps on his chest or in his arms on the couch) and most of the evening. He said he didn't mean to and I just replied that I couldn't hold her all day and that when he moves out I am totally fuc&$ on sleep. Then I left to run errands. H has been very grumpy/cold/distant both Sunday and Monday.
Me: 35 husband:39 Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage Twins 5 (boy/girl) Daughter 3 Affair bomb 2/27/14 He moved in with ow 3/13/14 OW kicked him out 6/15/14 4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction
