I felt it meant to be from the early stages, I thought I could be fine if things went south. I was wrong. He throws those sort of tanties, you talk about, they have gotten worse over time not better.
I often still feel it meant to be even tho his actions show otherwise. I feel the connection, I know he has sometimes, but he refutes that.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26