In the time between Clair and you posted, 25, I went and did some serious thinking. Patience. Patience is a big weak spot with me. You knew that long before I did, huh? Well, I'm figuring that out. I'm good at one day at a time as long as I don't have to do it for too long. Lol. Big realization. The fact is, I could use patience in every aspect of my life right now and long into perpetuity. I'm waiting to hear about 8 jobs I've submitted my resume on, bring on the patience. My daughter, bring on the patience. This separation, bring on patience. Myself, patience. Other relationships, patience. I need it and this is the opportunity to learn how to get it.
Detaching is tough. I have a habit of going cold upon detachment. I need to learn to lovingly detach. Any advice in that department? I'm GAL but admittedly it's not enough. I made a list tonight of things to look into (calligraphy classes, to teach a photography class and photo editing class, cooking classes, book club, maybe a mommy and me book club,). Most of my friends are mothers so getting out is hard for them. I get to yoga about twice a week but I need to take more evening classes instead of h seeing me sit on the couch on my iPad while I'm on divorcebusting.com (he doesn't see the screen but still). I'm going to visit my BFF in SF next week. She just had her first baby and I'm photographing the baby and family so that week away will be some good GAL. What else? I'm sitting at home and reading too much. I'd LOVE to hear your suggestions for GAL. I need all the help in that department I can get.
Patience. Detaching with love. That's what I'm working on. As always 25, I appreciate you dropping by. You help keep me calm and on my path. I need to learn how to do that myself. Again, patience.
