Thanks, MrBond. I know I do. You're right that I've only made things worse. Now I'm wondering if I should at least apologize for all of my pleading and manipulating after the breakup.

I think I know what you're going to say...

Me: 39 - W: 35
Together: 2 years, no kids
My Affair: 1.5 years
Affair ended: 4/9/14
Affair revealed: 5/19/14
Last Contact: 8/2/14