So she is packing to leave for her place and I am trying to not appear sad. I know I can't ask her to leave but it really hurts. She is talking to me the entire time she is packing and I keep up appearances but I want to ask her to stay. I have no clue what is going on she asked if I was going to the gym Wednesday and I told her no I have CrossFit in the morning so probably not. I just have to stay positive and keep things up until she is ready to talk. She wanted to know what we are doing this weekend and i asked if she wanted to go to a ball game which she loves. No expectations!
