Yes, I definitely have laser focus, particularly with something like this.
You're right about the detachment and expecting too much of myself. It's been hard enough being apart and I have no idea what it will be like to have him back again after all of this.
Keeping myself on a relatively even keep is important and taking care of myself does need to be a top priority. I find the fear tends to have me jumping ahead a great many steps and feeling like I need a huge plan.
M - 34 H - 36 Together 10 years Married 4 years BD - March, 2014