Bad decision made...had sex with H. He wanted to make sure I understood it doesn't change anything and I told him I know.
I'm actually doing good. I do feel detached for now. I don't have expectations, but sex has always been good. I guess I am hoping that this will increase and he will change his mind. I do feel this at least can connect us another way.
Saw signs of another man afterwards but I did expect this. Still in MLC. I have wondered lately since he hasn't spewed or been angry. May change since the sex. We'll see...
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
