I also go back and read Raine's threads. I can tell you she is the real deal! I read along as they were originally posted, but there is so much valuable info not only in her words, but in the incredible advice she was given that I found reading them again very helpful
I've read through some of your stuff, and I believe you asked about confusion towards the end of the crisis - that is supposedly true.
I read on another site (I think hero's spouse) that things are most turbulent for the MLCer at the beginning and the end of the crisis. They can see the light at either end, and it adds to their confusion, makes them spin more. The time in between is a dark time for them, where they are very lost.
Hang in there, I've been told many times this journey isn't for the faint of heart. It's our decision to stand or not, to keep going or take a different path.
Thanks for the gas, I'll take it!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."