Wow. Wow, wow, wow. I'm new. I'm learning. You are one of my hero's.

Thank you for sharing so much with us. It must be so difficult to not only go through all of this, but to continue to revisit when writing, and then make oneself vulnerable to the masses of posters.

There is so much wisdom on this board, I know I've come to the right place.

I realize every person, every story, every MLCer and every DBer is different, and the outcomes can vary from one extreme to another.

Whether or not my H wakes up, comes back, or disappears forever, I sense there is so much that is positive and comforting by being part of this group. I'm so grateful to have found this.

M44, H44, both M before
M4 yrs, T6
BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me
H att suicide 2/14
S 4/14
OW disc 5/14
D final 4/15