I just read your whole thread. I feel I have a scary-similar MLC H, and I could relate to so much of your sitch. The not-saying the D word, repeating it's over but not filing, still with OW, making crazy decisions.....endless.
I'm so sorry, LN. He must be a fool, or so lost in crisis.
I'm going back to read again. You seem so strong, and so patient. I'm inspired and I'm learning much from you. Thank you for sharing. It really helps us newbies.
M44, H44, both M before M4 yrs, T6 BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me H att suicide 2/14 S 4/14 OW disc 5/14 D final 4/15