Trying to make H feel less stressed and it went down the wrong path. I should have stopped texting him, but got sucked right into it!
H was asking about ways to de-stress and I told him physical exertion was best (like exercise, running, sex etc.) he then joked about doing it himself, but i didn't respond. Then H responded with "I just can't run out and go get it."
Then my DA says you are still married...which leads into a convo regarding atty and how the courts frown on this, blah, blah, blah.
Then he apologized about being in the bedroom last night when I changed...why can't he just snap out of this funk and come home? I'm trying to be strong but I'm failing miserably. I keep looking at these baby steps and keeping hope only to feel pushed back into my nightmare that is becoming a reality.
I really could use some support and guidance.
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
