Yes... that post was written all about him... HOWEVER, I did learn from this event that I could go independently to a party that he was at. I learned that I could have a good time and not to focus on him. I learned that I could approach him (walk), and for it to mean nothing to me.,... It was on MY terms. I learned that I could do this stuff and not have expectations of what it could mean or didn't mean. I did not analyze any of his words or actions. I did not get my hopes up the next day.
It was what it was... a work event.
I feel I handled it pretty well.
Last edited by makingmagic; 07/28/1407:41 PM.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
