Meghan -

I'm so glad you had a good night's sleep! It does do wonders.

I know what you mean about feeling torn. I also think to myself - I had 18 REALLY GOOD years. I was really very happy. I've had 8 really, really crappy months. Years vs. months....When I give it that perspective, I remind myself that I need to give it time. And I've got time. Still angry. Still have stuff to fix (both in myself and in my marriage). But I've got time.

Cue "The Waiting is the Hardest Part..."

Have a great day!