You're right. But I'm so isolated. I need friends. I'm losing hope. Not just in my M, but in my life. In ever being able to be happy. I hate myself. And now I don't even feel safe. But I can't move out because I won't lose my kids.


Me: 34 W:33
T: 10 M: 6
S: 6 D: 5
BD: 5/14
Still together(ish)
Not giving up: 7/14
D talk has slowed, a lot.
Gradually working on things together. Still separate bedrooms.
Slow and Steady wins the race.