My confusing story

[Atsbaby]

I was in the shower when the kids arrived home with H. Shortly after I got out, H entered the bedroom. I still hadn't dressed and he remained in there, not really looking, but I'm sure he was using peripheral vision...I guess this is a good sign. It's been 3 1/2 months since we've had sex...not sure about him, but for me it's been too long!

I was able to joke with him and tried to be relaxed around him, being validating and listening to his story about a meeting he had tonight. He seemed very relaxed also, almost like the guy I married.

H says he's been eating healthier, not watching tv and doing homework. I really want to believe him, but I'm still thinking there has to be ow. Who is he talking with about everything else going on in his life, cause it's not me!

Just feeling a little lonely after having a good convo with him. We'll see what tomorrow brings...usually a different guy!