Finding my way - part 3

[Meghan]

I spent a rather teary afternoon with a friend before heading home tomorrow. I'm still just plain old sad, though, and anticipating H.'s return home - particularly after the only period of low contact that we've ever had - is causing me a great deal of anxiety in anticipation of what he'll be like and what will happen once he gets here.

This is clearly nothing that I can control, so I'm going to drop it as much as possible right now and keep focusing on things I can to do make me happy and make my life better.