So she is going to fly out to visit him again. This is very disrespectful. From a friend, she is also looking for a job out there. I guess I need to tell myself that she is just done for right now and try to forget it. I have to move on, but I still do not want a divorce. I don't know what to do. I have been waiting to move back in in october, but knowing all this makes me crazy. This is not the woman I knew. I think her family supports her in this too which is crazy. I know they love me and think Im a great guy, how could they support these things. Maybe they don't know... idk. I don't know if OM knows she is married..
This whole thing just [censored], how do her emotions change so rapidly. I guess I just never really took a hard stand for myself, I just hope it isn't too late to take charge. This is not the woman I want, but I do want the woman that I know is in there somewhere. Ugg.
She is flying out again early next week. She is working today and tomorrow, when should I bring up that I know about affair and I won't be a part of this?
Me 31 Her 30 M 5.5 T 11 0 Kids Bomb drop: 4/13, EA+PA: 12/13 Separated: 12/13, 3rd chance of counseling:7/14
