Hi all - "was never in love"

[Mat]

Had a pretty good party yesterday. I think I showed pretty good social skills. One small exception, sometimes I seem to insist on finishing my stories, or rather provide all the painful details even when it's clear that they don't really add anything. I think it's a habit I hadn't noticed up until now.

Also, broke my drinking limit big time. So I am a little blue today, but I remind myself it's normal and I shouldn't be drinking. All my fault.

I'm still a bit worried over next contact. And I am starting to get more upset at W. I don't know if I need to let it out. I feel really disrespected in this whole thing.

What should I do, if anything, on Thursday when it's our anniversary?