There you go again with that stupid, silly stinkin' thinkin'!! You've got to find a way to stop this for it is causing you to spin.
And I've noticed that you've set the bar quite high for H and you end up disappointed when H doesn't do certain things such as acknowledging the card. Hey...be real gentle with H. He's doing great and is warm toward YOU.
I think Operation Z Bread was a success! It's a notch on your DBing efforts!
Remember....baby steps?!
P.S. I hope you did respond to H's text such as "Glad you enjoyed it! Hey...don't blame ya for wanting it all to yourself! LOL"
It's a notch on your DBing efforts!